Do I have split personalities or something? ?
October 62009
OK I don’t have a disorder for starters!
I’ll just give you the sides of me which I can’t tell why its happening
1. Music taste is Bjork, Gothic, Orchestral Rock, Film Soundtracks,
Likes Arthouse movies, anything out of the ordinary, learning languages, barefoot most of the time even in public (sorry if that sounds gross), neopagan religion, Celtic inspired and creative writer.
But here’s the deal, I feel like I want to be part of the "in" group so sometimes when im about to go out, I will quickly change my mind and dress "normally" or wear shoes (lol) and pretend im the same and stuff. I even pretend to like the same music and funnily enough I even force myself to talk differently.
Why do I do this? Why is it sometimes I feel the need to be like this? Do I really want to be just part of society instead of feeling like an outcast or something? I just get so confused about what I want to be before entering University.
to be in part of the ”in crowd", you feel you need to conform to the standards of their music and clothing. you feel the need to be like this so that they will "accept" you- but what makes you think they won’t like you if you act yourself? (with the exeption of no shoes of course ![]()
at university, there will be plenty of people you can fit in with without being in pretence, so just keep it real- you’ll feel better when you get friends who like you for who you truly are.
A spectator jumped on “stage”.
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Leinster Rugby Supporters Club Official Anthem performed by the Harrington Brothers. Available now on iTunes - ALL PROCEEDS TO CHARITY. For more info please visit http://www.derekharrington.net
This video is of the Cincinnati Royal Scottish Country Dance Society Demo Team at the Cincinnati Fine Arts Sampler of 2008. The venue was the Gallery Level of Newport on the Levee in Newport, KY. February 9th, 2008
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Patrick Bernard Chants the Ineffable Eternal Vibration of Sweetness and Beauty in the Divine Sound of